I Have Become the Villian in the Story I Have Written

I'm too disheartened to really write much, but think about it.


  I always feel like the bad guy in my own narrative!  Maybe that's Hollywood's way of making us feel inferior and dirty, a means to drive the star vehicle even faster and more ferociously.  If we can't rely on ourselves, then SURELY we can rely on the characters on-screen!  


Anyway, I'm done with finals and now have a lot of things to mull over.
  I wish I was open enough to divulge even a slight amount of my personal life, but that's my issue with privacy.  Although no one is reading this, the fact that it is floating around in cyberspace means that perhaps one day a girl in Argentina might laugh at my obscenities. Or maybe not. 


 My ontology about the internet is muddled in my own insecurities.  I am the mud at the bottom of the internet's new Jimmy Choos.  Shame on me!


I don't know what to say.




On the flipside, so far As in my classes--woo-hoo!  I'm doubting I'll have anymore, but I'm content where I am.


 I put so much importance on my work that I often forget to include my loved ones in my successes.


Hmm.


-Bey #8





Here's an interesting read:


Style Icons: Then and Now (Stylelist.com)

http://www.stylelist.com/2011/12/12/style-icons-then-and-now-_n_1137813.html#s533386&title=Audrey_Hepburn_In